March 14, 2001 Sometimes you just have to laugh. And then, of course, you have to let the laugh climb into a cackle; a screeching, fitful howl; a broken sound -- sorrow and rage pouring out of you like muddy, bilious floodwater. You have to break, crack open, and loose the pain -- the endless, endless pain -- just to vent it from your bruised and damaged soul. Because, y'know, life sure can be funny sometimes. ★